Erm yea.. Every day is a training day for artists, but sometimes I have fun to play games and not to draw or paint.. Horror... After missing a few days oft training, I feel like a newcomer >.< All things I want to do dont work. Sketches are ugly, color isn't exciting enough...damn...

Now I'm in the phase of remembering my wishes... I want to do art and want to be an illustrator, but I have to work an earn money. It's difficult to do both...I cannot draw every day every free minute, cause there isn't a free minute every day And every day drawnîng is a little boring...(ok..boring isn't the right word but..uhm..there are a lot of fun around me O.o Pen and Paper, Games for PC, Console etc... AHHHHH)

But...there is a kick into my ass again! I have to draw... I want to become an artist in the next years and I know there has to be much more trainig. Now, I'll try to manage my time. Working, cominng home, doing housework, practise drawing...and on some days playing pen and paper or a game..like Lord of the Rings online or Dungeons and Dragons online.

I hope I have the pure will to do that. You will see what I'll uploading the next weeks.. I hope this will be much more than in the past...

See ya later...



PS.: Ah yea.. I didn't lose my job! I got a new chance. And I hope to get the really full job at the beginning of the next year with more money...